sitting on the grass studying

yesterday, i'd say i had like seven slices of bread, either with hummus, tomato slices, and spinach, or with peanut butter and just peanut butter. i had about three servings of the newly bought tub of vegan neopolitan ice cream and three cups of caffeinated tea. i finished my life drawing homework after five hours. i studied throughout the night past midnight into the next day. this morning, i woke up early to study some more and then i was off to my early life drawing class. i saw jennifer's picture on instagram about how she was the only one on the vta bus. everyday, i pray that i am the only one on the bus because that way, it would make me feel less anxious about all the things in life every morning.

my asian art history test is in about one hour and a half and i am almost done with my notecards. now i'm off to memorizing the long titles, dates, artists, and regions. a squirrel is sitting next to me watching me. a butterfly just rested on top of my drawing board. that vegan chocolate tapioca pudding was so damn good. it's starting to get into an ugly habit. i spend $4 on it everyday. i should stop. but i think it's more worth it than getting starbucks most days. i can't wait to finish glazing my bisque-fired pots in the ceramics room, and then go home and clean up my mess and shower and plop on my bed like never before.