after a long night of little to no sleep, current ongoing headache, a few cups of grapefruit juice, and a tall soy latte with an extra shot of espresso from starbucks, i can at least say that the meter on a start to finish scale has moved a little bit. i'm getting really worn out from reading about aesthetics-how it works, what it is, the way aestheticians debate about what they think it really means, what an aesthetic experience is like or should be like, or if it should not be like anything, etc. etc. etc. etc.
i skipped my 9 am ceramics class this morning to finish this reading by iseminger. i wish i didn't have to attend fiber today because i could use the time. but i think i have to turn in my flower dye sample. gotta do what we have to do, right.
i need to get ADD tested. i can't believe i have been searching up different coffee grinders on amazon subconsciously and every time i try to return to a certain sentence in a reading, my eyes wander along the pages and i lose my stance. this happens often when people talk to me or i talk to people as well. i can't help it. or maybe i can. but most of the times, i cannot. i guess we only hyperfocus on subjects that really interest us. that's the truth, right. this tests how interested we are in something or a certain topic. well, i don't know. i'm all over the place right now. but not like in a devastating way. don't get me wrong, i am in no misery at all.
-jane
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