i just want to snuggle my feet under my warm blanket even though the weather site says it is currently 84 degrees outside. for once, it feels 20 degrees less in my room. just had my fake cap'n crunch (safeway/von's brand) and i have to get dressed and what not in the next few minutes. i am not catching the early bus today. too stressful. i couldn't sleep until 3 am for a good reason though. i really want to go back to norcal at this moment and every moment. just want to be done with school. school excites and bores me simultaneously. i hate when you love something so much and then you eat it/ do it so much that you start to lose your crave for it. then you stop and try again, and it never tastes/feels the same. i love my school. i love my school. i love my school.